A "Peace" of Me
Peace and Light Family!
I am sure that all is well for all of us even when we believe it isn't. I have been on this Journey of self exploration with "intention" for the last 3 years. The reason I specify "intention" is because many of us don't acknowledge the path though we are all on one. I have chosen to acknowledge and move with the Spirit on purpose and with purpose since 2015 continuously. It first started in 2008 when I moved to Chicago with my children to escape an abusive Domestic Partnership with their Biological Father. I chose to stop once I felt comfortable with life. I had a good job, a good home, good insurance, 401k and was getting my retirement options in order. Sounds like the American Dream right!
Well, I never felt complete, I felt like something was surely missing and I had experienced the feeling of wholeness when I lived in Chicago. I longed for that feeling again, the praying, the fasting, and yes, the solitude! I got married in 2012 and though it was a beautiful experience and he was and still is a wonderful Man I was coming a part at the seams. I was sick, overweight and I was on a rampage to let everyone know I wasn't taking their SHIT ANYMORE.
So now here I am in Georgia, I cut my locs, I am living off faith and trust that the unseen is in total support of this growth and I am doing the things I love. My number one goal in life is to "shine my light" by being a living example but to do that I must endure the challenges of peeling back the layers. What does that look like? How does that feel? Actually, now, it's beginning to feel quite good. That's right, the losses, the challenges, being unsure, confused and sometimes just DAMN UPSET! IT'S LIFE! Many choose not to live, not to experience the challenges and that's okay but me, I've got things to do, people to meet, lessons to learn and things to share. What can you share if you experience NOTHING?
This is not the path for everyone, all of us are different but I wouldn't change a thing, TODAY I AM FINDING MY RHYTHM... IT'S OKAY THAT IT DOESN'T SOUND LIKE A RHYTHM I'VE NEVER HEARD OR A MUSIC EXPERIENCE NEVER SEEN BECAUSE IT'S MINE. It's authentically mine and I am the only one who can walk this walk and for the first time in a long time I am standing in MY TRUTH!! Thank you for listening... I LOVE YOU ALL AND HOPE THAT YOU ARE STANDING IN YOUR TRUTH AS WELL... Peace and Love is everything.. ashe
